Sobrevivente desde 2011
I felt the same way as Sharon -- motivated to get it done...one treatment at a time. One thing that helped me a ton was THE SECRET. I had read the book years ago and was unmoved (never saw the movie) BUT the CD's were life changing. There is one CD in particular on healing (set of 5) and it's all about the power of positive thinking and attracting what you want with your thoughts. It may sound like a little hocus pocus, but I got so much power out of it. I was a more pessimistic person by nature, so this really helped snap me out of the 'doom and gloom' mentality and think about nothing but health, wellness, healing, etc. The whole theory is that disease cannot live in a body where the mind is in a healthy emotional state. So instead of thinking about fear, and tumors and sickness (which you would attract) you think about health and strength and healing! I swear, I visualized every day (in the shower, at yoga, wherever) that the tumor was shrinking, with every blast of hot water or every exhale during a yoga move...I blasted it out of me! And I had a total response to chemo -- cancer was gone! The CD suggests when people ask you how you are, even if you're feeling cruddy, you say GREAT! There is no need to dwell on unhealthy emotions or nasty side effects (even though you will feel them). People saw me as such a positive inspiration through it all. I didn't complain, I went to work, I took care of my family. Sometimes I felt like dirt and sometimes I cried. But I constantly reminded myself of what I wanted which was to be healthy and caner free, and I would sometimes go these powerful words and others before falling asleep. I've done it for many things since as well (it is supposed to work for money, relationships, etc) and I feel like a much more positive person overall as a result!!! Alysia, the dark days are normal, but YOU have the power to get out of a fearful mindset and change your mindset. Will that cancer right out of your body -- envision it gone. Ask. Believe. Receive. I swear, it gave me such great power! Good luck!!!